May 1, 2020

Here's something traumatic, thoughtful, and special:

I'm gong to tell you all about the emotional meltdown I had at the dentist office last week. I will talk about anxiety, nightmares, and not too graphic dental procedure.

What makes this special is that I am retelli...

April 23, 2020

Anyone feeling existential dread on a more exponential level lately?

I didn't really want to write about this.
I didn't really want to dramatically throw my hat into the "This is how current world events are affecting my life" conversation.
I didn't want my minor prob...

April 22, 2020

Just trying to update everything and stay on top of all of my "wants" and personal needs.

I added a few posts to my actual web page that I worked SO HARD ON and then neglected. Basically, just copy-pasted some stuff from here! I added my instagram feed on that hot mess,...

April 21, 2020

Did you know that Rooster Teeth is almost old enough to be an RTX Guardian?

I have been on this site for 10 years. I didn't last that long with Livejournal and that bitch knew ALL of my secrets. Being involved in the Rooster Teeth Community is the longest relationship...

April 21, 2020

THINGS TO DO DURING QUARANTINE/LOCKDOWN

This took me longer than it should have to put together <3

Are you struggling to find things to do to keep you entertained and reduce the stress of current events?

Here is a list of things you can do - whether you live alone,...

December 16, 2019

Long time, no blog!

I have spent the last few months attempting to create new habits. I have this hard belief that adults are too impatient and stubbornly set in their ways to make changes. As much as I'd like to sit back and declare myself a non-adult, the reality is t...

August 13, 2018

It's been a week since we closed the doors on RTX 2018.

I can say that not only was this the smoothest RTX ever, but it was also the smoothest show I have EVER worked. 

I wanna gush for pages, but I'm exhausted IN THE BEST WAY.

Thank you all for making...

June 14, 2018

As of a month and a half ago, I am 240 lbs.

Heaviest I have ever been.

I blame living a comfortable life - I blame complete lack of will power - I blame stress eating - I blame being so poor back in college that I'd got for days without eating and now I want to eat...

April 24, 2018

I'm in denial about my depression.

There are days when I don't want to get up.

Or brush my teeth.

Or get dressed.

And there is absolutely no logical reason for me to be feeling like that. We all say that "depression LIES" and it totally does. Depression makes me think...

April 4, 2018

At 15, I was a sophomore in high school. 

My baby teeth hadn't totally fallen out so my upper lip would get caught on my teeth when I smiled. I was excited for high school. I was making delightfully weird friends in theater class...like this really tall, barrel-che...

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